My pounding heart woke me up. My mind was a rabid squirrel running laps around me.
I forgot to call that person. I still need to finish that chapter. I need to email that person back. Oh shit, I forgot to post that link. Did I ever get the confirmation for that event? I need to remember to ask my assistant to remind me to do that. I'm not going to remember all of this. I'm fucking this all up. I shouldn't have even tried. What was I thinking? I just want to run away. This is too much. I just can't do this.
It was 1:18 in the morning and waves of panic and dread were pulling me under...Read More